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27 ottobre Ponderings about the human race. Well. This should be fun. I was sat in bed last night, reading through a David Icke book, mostly about vibrations, how everything vibrates at certain frequencies and how people with similar vibrations are drawn to each other. Interesting, but not what Mr Icke is most known for (which is actually quite a shame). What he IS known for however, is his theory about how certain bloodlines run the world, and these bloodlines are linked into a reptillian alien race, in order basically to keep us living in fear, because the afore mentioned aliens feed on the emotional responses given out by people who are scared/afraid (perhaps in the same way as some dogs recognise we are scared of them?). Some of the people involved, Icke states, actually shapeshift, manifesting at one time as human, one time as reptillion. As these aliens occupy a different dimensional field to us, they can "possess" a body, whilst not appearing in sight of ordinary human senses. If this sounds far fetched, look up and read about Dark Matter and Dark Energy, making up about 95% of the universes mass, but it only exists in our dimension when you don't observe it... or rather it does exist, but not somewhere we are as yet capable of seeing it! However re aliens, given the right circumstances, the right flux in atmospherics, or indeed "emotional" state of the alien, people occasionally are able to see this other Entity. It's a great theory, and actually much fun to explore, as if you do the research, there are so many parallel stories in mythology that, Ickes theory certainly holds more water than most of the God delusions still doing the rounds. Almost every religion carries a story of Gods interbreeding with "The daughters of Man", thus creating a bloodline link. Not that long ago the guy who (in my opinion) ripped off Holy Blood Holy Grail (still an excellent book) to create a story about Jesus having kids and continuing a bloodline. Continuing the Davidic lineage. Kings and Queens are made through bloodlines which give them power. However... this is just a stimuli to me. As it happened, I had earlier been listening to Re : Evolution , by Terrence McKenna, accompanied by The Shamen, from the old and dusty Boss Drum album. Again this was talking about the effect of vibrations altering neurological processes so that people can come together as a one almost, in a positive way instead of the negative of mass hysteria. Interesting... And then, oddly enough, my mind wandered back to what I was doing (not who.. i was innocent back then) all those years ago when listening to that for the first time, and I was likely to have just picked up a new Spiderman comic. So, my mind follows the path to Venom. For those who don't know, Venom is a bad guy. A combination of an alien Entity seeking symbiosis (look it up lol), brought back from space, and a human, both of whom share a hatred for the webbed wonder. The human (Eddy) because his career had been ruined by Spidy's alter ego, the alien because Spidey had rejected it after discovering that it was actually a sentient alien being wanting to bond with him. Upon the alien finding Eddy, they bond, the alien augmenting everything of Eddy's, inc strength and his hatred, while actually giving him the same powers as Spidey due to the earlier time the alien spent with him waiting for the right time to bond with him instead. Quite a mish mash I think you'll agree. So... where is all this leading? To be fair, I'm typing this now attempting to complete this writing in some form of coherent structure, so bear with me. We are animals. Always have been, always will be. This whole society thing is pretty much piffle. It's a control mechanism set up specifically to do that. Built upon a pyramid structure we are told in a Top Down way what we can and can't do, what is, and what isn't acceptable. The more socially "refined" we become, the less we are allowed to do. The more we group ourselves into categories, the more dogma we have set out for us to OBEY. which is all well and good up until you begin to get delusions of grandeur and start to believe you have left the animal behind. You haven't! Our animal instincts are the ones which make us greedy, make us irrational at times, overtly emotional at others. Fall in love with one person for a while, sleep with someone else as well. Evolution gave us these animal instincts, not even learned behaviour but congenital. The statistic : 1 child in every family with 4 kids doesn't belong to the husband... doesn't lie. So, what we say separates us from the other animals though, is our intellect. But, where did this come from? Throughout early history, man made some incredible advancements. Language has to be a major thing to have happened to man. Not just verbal, but written too. I read an excellent theory that tribes thousands of years ago stumbled upon flora and fungi which instigated a temporary Synesthesia , which meant that upon hearing a sound, that was interpreted as a vision, or more probably, upon "seeing" something, the person under the influence actually heard a sound, and from then on associated that sound as the name of the creature / object. Meerkats have developed a "language" which does the same thing in that, dependent upon the noise, the type of threat can be determined as ground or air based! It is known early man made drawings etc but the leaps made to progress to where we are now are still not fully explainable, in the same way as how pyramids were created. It is my hypothesis that, I can tie all of these ideas together. The presence of no other "intelligent"/"advanced" entities besides us in the universe is statistically impossible. Only human arrogance is capable of convincing ourselves that like Tiger, we're the only one! but then only human arrogance can label us either intelligent or advanced anyway so I guess one intrinsically links to the other.. lol. Now behind all the piffle and dogma of all the religions you have to believe that because of the hugely similar accounts of the early days of man, there has to be something in that. A base or foundation. As I've said before, one of the common themes prevalent throughout many histories is the idea that other entities came and bred with the humans around, forging a bloodline. What if, instead of meaning physically having sex with, this actually pertains to a joining. A symbiotic relationship, whereby both entities share the same space in a reciprocal synergy. The human Host, becomes augmented, because the alien Entity provides amplification of skills already possessed and adds it's own capacities to the Host (much like the Venom character). In return the Entity feeds from the energy and/or vibrations given out by the human. Human DNA gives out photons ... a type of laser light in fact. Not a strong laser, but a laser nevertheless.. Interestingly we don't know what about 93-95% of our DNA is actually there for, (remarkably similar numbers to the afore mentioned Dark Matter etc), so if it emits a power source like that, who knows what else as yet not found is emanating from us. Asides from that though, emotions could easily be a source from which the Entity could draw power. Indeed, this is exactly what David Icke purports is happening, and that the world is manipulated as are we specifically to generate negative energy/emotions, as these provide more than positive ones. This Entity, nowadays, having coexisted with us for centuries, is now referred to as our consciousness. Our Soul if you will. That part of us which exists outside of the corporeal. So, how does this work? Well, lets look at the idea of an afterlife and a soul. Again, almost all religions have these concepts, and I have discussed quite why I believe they exist in this blog entry from May 6th last year in response to the Zeitgeist film, and how they came about. Now however, I shall throw a new reason into the mix. The Human is a vessel here for the Other Entity. That Entity existed before the human, and will continue to exist afterwards. A consequence of that is residual leakage. The Entity moves from one Host to another, and sometimes leaks information of its past Host into its new one. Hence you have people who appear to have recollections of other lives. They fully admit their flesh is different, so what else could it be but the "Soul" which has passed on with this regularly highly accurate information. The fact that this Entity could be sentient to a point (although perhaps it is instinct driven and i'm anthropomorphizing) means it knows once the vessel it currently occupies dies, it will then have to move on to another. Ergo, the consciousness is aware on some level that it will move on, but we as Human Beings have become so arrogant that we believe it is the individual which will move on just without the body. We forget that personality is tied in with the physical brain and chemicals running through it, and has nothing really to do with consciousness. In fact, it is entirely possible that the Entity might have no concept of "I" at all. Also our personalities are amplified so much that we ignore our instincts both animal and the possible residual information available to us from the Entity. So what we have is, the animal species Human, coexisting in synergy with an Entity called/thought of as our Soul (as over thousands of years the memory of never not having such a thing is gone in the same way as we forget when we were not Self Aware), Humans benefiting from augmented intelligence superficially, with our societies and technology giving us precedence over the other animals on earth, as we've lept through various stages of "Progress", but creating a hierarchical society still based on animal instincts, (how could it not be), such as greed, power, territory, etc still with all of the actions and interactions of the other species parallel to us, but so far escalated that we now live perpetually in fear and subservient to a way of life which no one asked for, and the "Soul" feeding from every emotion that Humans can experience, having learned that, as Humans intellect expands, so the capacity for emotions increases almost exponentially, ergo providing it with more "fuel". A self perpetuating circle.. until something self destructs maybe, or maybe until we become so intellectually advanced that we spot what's happening. I suspect I know which would come first. What's interesting here is that, for myself I would like to think that the Entity involved is ambivalent to Humans, neither liking or disliking (as i suspect these are purely human animalistic creations and not applicable here to it). Anyway.. lol.. this isn't finished... and it is just an expansion on an idea.... not what i am saying IS... but what might be... but i'm out of time... more soon.. lol 18 ottobre Alistair Wiseman HomepageJust a little note to say that, due to the demise of geocities, I have moved my website to HERE although I have not transferred all of the pages, as it was really too much trouble considering the limited amount of views the website receives compared to here. Hopefully if I need to retrieve that which I have not moved over, the internet archive site will have saved it for me. 13 ottobre Global Shwaming, Gods creation of all demoted, and Obama peace prize farceAh, it was an entertaining time in the news for sure last week. 1st you have the obvious one. Obama getting the Peace prize when we all know he'd been in office under 2 weeks when the nominations finished. Classic... but that's really a tad mainstream for me. The name of the puppet changes but the strings stay the same.
12 ottobre Ok... I have a Twitter thing set up. Currently it is not finding me on the people search, which is more than a mite annoying, so me being the helpful soul I am, I shall provide you with a link. It is here For the moment, I have to say, I am disillusioned although, even as I type, I am led to believe my exposure has been... err... increased.... and I am now findabubble! Much new here? Not really. A few nights out have stretched funds a bit, but as the nights draw in, the likelihood of the pair of us wandering the mile and a half trek to the pub very often is diminishing as quickly as the light. Had a wander into what was The Duke in Leiden. Having been refurbed and now run by Marko from Bad Habits it's reopened as The Duke of Oz. An Australian bar in Leiden. Might seem a bit of an err... upside down (onderstboven??? sounds like that anyway lol) idea but if they get some atmosphere going in there then you never know. Marko is a decent genuine guy, so good luck I say. Oh, I savaged the house again. Moved the shelves from the kitchen to the bedroom to create what actually looks like a cool clothes rack! The kitchen is now slightly baron looking but... such is life. Am pleased with the bedroom now. After quite a lay off I picked up on the Dutch again. Not much but enough to sort of stimulate an effort. I have a gazillion books i need to be reading, not least an Egyptian Prayer Book sent to me by "Her Holiness, Sekhenet-Ma'at-Ra Setep-en-Ra User Hekatawy I, Nisut-Bity of the Kemetic Orthodox faith" (may your god bless copy paste and wikipedia), so there are umpteen distractions, but it seems that almost every other bugger is on a course over here to learn it. I suppose I should make more of an effort, but again, motivation lacks. Not spoken to Es's parents since the birthday debacle so it's not like I see anyone I actually need to speak Dutch to, and the "because I can" motivation just isn't me. I suppose I shouldn't allow the "everybody else is doing it" thing to get to me either, but sometimes I guess it's not that bad to be led a little. Deezer is still messing with the playlist on here... so I apologise if you end up listening to something odd! Oh.. and the geocities site is closing. This sucks. My page has been on there for many years. http://www.geocities.com/aliwiseman1974/ Lots of info, some quite personal stuff too, and links to stuff like the old amazon reviews... all about to get eaten unless I can transfer it to somewhere new. I've seriously debated buying a domain name, more specifically "One-With-Myself.com" so that I can have the email address I-Am@One-With-Myself.com but am not sure I can justify the outlay when most people just pass through here and can mail me via Facebook, here, or gmail (all aliwiseman), as well as now Twitter! However... the email is still cool! Ok, it's decended into darkness as I've been typing and the wife has vanished within it! Away with me and salutations to all whom pass through. Until next time.... 04 ottobre Winter comethSo, what's new in the world of Wiseman? Well... Julia's funeral was all that it could be really. The music was suitably ouchy, but the service was pleasant. It reflected on positives, good memories, and generally left more smiles than tears, which is a testament in its self. The boys held themselves together really well. I don't know if it is my place to be proud of them, but I am anyway! Not that it makes a difference I guess. On a personal note, I suppose I was hoping that to at least be able to contribute in some way, maybe they might want to lean on me a little. Instead of which, there was a demonstration of strength which fills me with confidence that, they will be ok. I'll happily forgo usefulness for that knowledge! I think I managed to attain, and I use this word grudgingly, closure, of a sorts. I was reminded a little of when Dad died. I'd already said my good-byes to him years before, and any other encounter would've been seen as a bonus, so to speak. The same went with Julia, in that, when I moved from the UK, good-byes were said, and it was entirely possible I'd never have seen her again. Since then, yes we'd met, and I'd introduced her to Es etc etc... even scoffed some of her battenburg.. but again these were like bonuses. The difference is I suppose, I still maintained a relationship via the internet with Julia, whereas with Dad, the only other time I saw him, I was on the streets in Crewe having not eaten for a couple of days, and he pulled a typical West Street Church move, stuck his not insubstantial nose in the air, and walked off. Most days there were interactions with Ju, even if they were just competitive quiz results posted on facebook! That, and the fact that I actually valued Ju being about, made the loss impact me rather more than when Dad died. And of course the shock factor. Dad, I was ready for. Ju... well, i still maintain my original thoughts. It's wrong. Out of order. But, irreversible. And. I wouldn't be me if I wasn't true to how I approach things like this, which is, ask myself, "Can you do anything about it Ali?", answer "No.", and then say, "Well then... move on and deal with stuff you CAN do something about!". And then I hear lines like "I miss your happiness my friend", from Stalks of Last Years Fruit by Penelope Swales, and just for a few minutes the strong tough unemotional Ali is nowhere to be found, and instead it's nose blowing time! Anyway.. on to merrier things. While over in sunny Crewe, i managed to spend some quality time with young master Mike! Some friends you don't have to see for ages n yet when you do bump into each other, things are pretty much as they were. We sat, had a laugh, a decent waffle n chuckle watched a bit of footie, and caught up a few years! A beer or too with Tony (grr... i mean Anthony!!) and a chance to catch up with Dave from the Cat / Sharon over some beers too, made for a good eve. The afternoon the day before I had a meal with Shaz which was good too. Been a fair old few years since her and I had spoken, and it was really good to just sit and chat. Funny how all those years ago we never had a meal together! I also kept running into Tony Baker, and Joanne's mum... 3 times!! Eventually I managed to catch up with Jo herself, which was nice! lol. Been a bundle of years again since I've seen her. A few days later and I'm sat on the pc eyeing the thrillingness which is Facebook and Sheridan posts that she is in Hamsterspam. More precisely, she is stuck, due to cancellations of flights. Being only a 20 min train ride away, Es and my good self head up to keep her entertained. Sheridan was exactly how she was back in Crewe, bouncy, fun, slightly bonkers, and great company. Several hours, and several beers, plus a meal later we send her on her way on the airport, Esther having made a new friend and me having renewed an old one. On returning to Leiden, we wind up in the Kings Bar, and I feel a tad odd. Not liking that, we head home, only for me to wind up with man flu for a few days, and Es to get it pretty much one day behind me. Fortunately it was probably swine flu, so the symptoms were reasonably mild, and it was done in about 4-5 days. Twas liberation celebration over this weekend here in Leiden so there were much festivities happening here. Es still being flued up, I headed out alone, only to bump into Denny and Mei, so we took a wander around the fair. Denny being Denny wanted to have a bash on the rides, and me being me jumped at the idea. Not been on rides since Glenda in Oz.... hang on no... that came out wrong... I mean since Glenda took me (steady people!!!) to Dream World (it's a theme park dammit lmao), so this was muchos funos! Then heading back to the afore mentioned Kings we had a drinky or two. There are some pictures of this mayhem ready to surface, which i shall link to when they appear! was all good fun! Okies.. time to fly again. Watched Arsenal take apart Blackburn 6-2 but now there are two books (David Icke and Robert Rankin) sitting looking accusingly at me as I've not done the mastermind thing... I've started but not finished. With two more Ashers, the new Steven Erikson, and the new Pratchett book also waiting... what am I doing tapping away on here? Toodle pip! lol |
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